i sit crying quietly in the park..
my dad took away my first 2 kittens, King and Kiki, away from me
my heart got stolen for the 1st time and never returned
the throbbing in my head never cease despite 4 tablets of painkillers
my advices are left ignored
i am alone, finding a way out of feeling despondent
i failed to perform well in exams.. i can remember 3 papers I screwed up back in Uni
my cries for help in form of calls and sms fell on death ears
someone i sms-ed fail to respond
some of my friends break their promises
the dentist took out 3 molars, leaving one wound bleeding profusely overnight
my gums get tender after braces and i cant chew Chilli Serbuk Ikan Bilis
i try to confide in someone who is the least sympathetic to my problems, dismiss my problems as trivial in his/ her quiet ways, and didnt sincerely try to help
i get knocked out after an interview for my dream job
i see my mum waking up so early in the morning to work, while the rest of the family sleeps soundly
i learn not to trust a man
i hear some friends talk bad bout me
i feel i am being patronised
i cant afford to provide a better living for mum & dad
my back ached like crazy on my travelling adventures
my job sucks but i am stuck with it
my siblings ate the last portion of dinner, leaving nothing for me
i fell sick but i hate to trouble anyone
i see people i love crying
God took someone's life before i can say goodbye
i get reprimanded for the mistakes i did in the most cruel way
its a Monday and i just had a terrible weekend
i had to turn down my friends' invitations cause i was too drained to have fun
i did a mistake when i knew it was going to happen
the guys teased me cause i am tall
my friends are too busy in their own lives to ask how i am
i cant be a good daughter, sister, friend and employee i wish i could be
i cant tell the difference between the people who really cares and those who dont
i cant get into the mind of others to see whats bothering them
i get overcharged
my hard disk crashed along with all the memorable photos and important resume compilations
my dreams of an exciting holiday gets sour
i feel all this pain inside, but i dont know how to make it go away