Sunday, January 07, 2007
U and I were friends..
I wasnt the only one who's there.
U shouted at me. I thought you cared.
Then u say
I fell off track
U know I was hurt, and thats the fact
Your sneering remark,
Are nothing but stark.
You did never-minded,
Conscience left unwondered
I think u're harsh, you show no respect.
My pride you forever choose to neglect.
Another friend then stood by my side,
saying, Myra, your anger you should not hide.
There are moments u can play and gloat,
But sorry my pain has reached the throat.
Stay as a memory I will not to remember
Bad memories please disappear forever.
Myra Abd Kadir~ at 02:07
Thursday, January 04, 2007
Have Done-s and Have Not-s
Instead on focusing on resolutions for the brand New Year, which is all so passe ;) I thought its more constructive to evaluate how 2006 went. And since blogging focuses on my thoughts and my views, lets talk about how MY 2006 went.
Have Done-s- Did a runway with my twirly wirly blonde hair as a rocker-chick model (Mar 06)
- Spent my saved stash on 3 wonderful holidays in just a month's spend (Jun 06)
- Snipped off my twirly blonde hair and got an awesomely boy-short hair ( Aug 06)
- Just graduated with a decent degree, not something I am terribly proud off cause I can do better (Sep 06)
- Saved enough after holding multiple jobs for my braces (Nov 06)
- Took over my Dad's Suzuki ( Dec 06)
- Investing on TCM to get my skin condition better. Hefty lots of $$ ( Dec 06)
Have Not-s
- Start a savings account for Mum & Dad
- Get a great job which gives me optimum fulfilment, both monetary and spiritually
- Get a good looking, smart, funny and physically fit dude to make me happy for a lifetime ;)
- Organise a huge, huge family chalet for both maternal & paternal sides
I was just thinking of the wonderful people I have met in 2006. Those who freakingly stood by me through thick and thin. Names that quickly surface are Mum and Dad, who patiently feed me with love and concern though I never seem to show them much appreciation. Kaisah, my 3rd sister whom I really admire for her kind heart and her relentlessness spirit. Khairun, Sadiq and Arif, who, despite their ignorance, never fail to fill up my time during my dinners at home. My uncles, Busu, Andak, Cik Leman and now, Cik Han who give me advices on life. Lina, who has always been there since Sec 2. Zahdan who is around now and then, but sheltered me from alot of things, a friend I sometimes took for granted. Shikin, my intellectual partner. I can always discuss ANY issues with her so freely. Nasri, cause I like his caring ways. My secret email friend who sends emails late, just like me :) JF, the face I see whenever I look at the moon. And my sweet sorrow friend, Johnny, whom I always wonder why he choose to be single when he has so much to offer. Choosy dude. Hahah.. Like me :) And one of my truest, most patient and endearing friend, dearest Claud, my mentor cum compatriot. Lastly to all my inanimate friends who come in lotsa shapes and sizes, who's names are typically Onie, Jude, Bob, Tina, Tini and Heidi.
This life has never really been about me, its a bout all of them and me. Sharing my joys and tears. I recalled when I was in Primary 4, all I wanted was one best friend and my life would be complete. Now, glad to say those prayers bore many fruits. I certainly got more than I asked for.
Myra Abd Kadir~ at 09:32
